I’m Probably Going To Die: A True Horror Story
Experience an immersive horror podcast driven by an investigation into a haunting that grows into something far worse than our host can comprehend. This is a true story, as true as stories can be when told by someone convinced of their reality. New episodes every Tuesday.
Episodes

Monday Nov 18, 2024
Episode 9 - A House of Gladiators
Monday Nov 18, 2024
Monday Nov 18, 2024
The only way for the Host to go forward is to go back and look into the clues he may have missed. The Society for Cultural and Historical Research has come up too many times and in too many places to be ignored and it's time to try and find out who they are and what they know. Are they another enemy or has the Host finally found another ally?Click here to support the show. If you're enjoying what you're hearing and want to support our belief in an ad free experience then you can buy us a coffee or subscribe!

Monday Nov 25, 2024
Episode 10 - The Same Old Culprits
Monday Nov 25, 2024
Monday Nov 25, 2024
The host remembers connects one of the stalkers he saw at Dublin Port to an app for breathing and meditation. A new phase of the investigation begins as he starts to unravel the secrets behind a very modern cult and the power behind it.
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Tuesday Dec 03, 2024
Episode 11 - Familiar Whispers
Tuesday Dec 03, 2024
Tuesday Dec 03, 2024
The Hosts life has become fully aligned with the investigation. He can't leave his home anymore, his lungs can't cope with the outside and so he's trapped in an empty house full of familiar whispers.

Tuesday Dec 10, 2024
Episode 12 - The First Father And King
Tuesday Dec 10, 2024
Tuesday Dec 10, 2024
The Host's sense of time is being broken apart. He notices gaps in time between his thoughts and speaking, he steps away for moments that feel like days and sits for minutes that stretch into hours. The deeper he gets into researching the cult and The First Father and King the more his sense of reality begins to collapse.

Monday Dec 16, 2024
Episode 13 - Amelie Part I
Monday Dec 16, 2024
Monday Dec 16, 2024
After a tragic accident takes the lives of her sister and niece, the French artist Amelie begins to believe that something is extremely wrong. In 2008 she went undercover to find out the truth and this recording contains her diary entries translated and the only changes that have been made are when translation has confused the truth being told and the Host and Admin have made minor edits.
Otherwise it is presented as written. What follows is part 1 of Amelie's Journal.

Monday Dec 23, 2024
Episode 14 - Amelie Part II
Monday Dec 23, 2024
Monday Dec 23, 2024
Our Host continues reading Amelie's journal. Traveling to Germany for the next stage of her initiation, Amelie balances finding out what happened to her sister and niece with her growing fascination with the cult.

Wednesday Jan 08, 2025
Episode 15 - There's Somebody At The Door
Wednesday Jan 08, 2025
Wednesday Jan 08, 2025
After reading Amelie's journal and understanding the depth of the conspiracy he's found himself being swallowed by, the Host reflects on what has come before and where he stands now as he awaits the arrival of a package from the Society. Looking at each stage of his investigation he begins to find connections and disturbing new asp new aspec new masas aspecvt Belam belammruagf belammura Bel’Ammurrah Bel’Ammurrah Bel’Ammurrah Bel’Ammurrah Bel’Ammurrah Bel’Ammurrah Bel’AmmurrahBel’AmmurrahBel’AmmurrahBel’AmmurrahBel’AmmurrahBel’AmmurrahBel’Ammurrah
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How Do You Survive A Nightmare?
How do you live with knowing that if you wake up you're going to fall deeper down a hole you can't remember stumbling into?
Fear isn't meant to last, anxiety isn't meant to become the baseline.
This is my story and we all know how it ends.